I’ve been working out some personal, in my head stuff lately, just getting things “right” if you will. I have been feeling lost again. While my wife and kids are always here for me, and support me in many ways; there are other things that are missing.
I’m not super social and when I try I’m awkward at best. Rarely will you catch me out anywhere and if you do, it’s at the store and I’m headed home as quick as I can. This is all a bit odd as I work in a customer service oriented business. Although the interactions with the public are cordial and courteous, there is no connection there so it’s over and done with as soon as I leave the business or home.
This weekend I hosted my second vegan potluck here on Cape Cod. We had a great group of folks, maybe 20-25 attended. There was food and great conversation happening all over the place. There’s something tremendous happening here on Cape Cod, and this group is at the helm of it. Many people got up and talked about the things that are planning and how they pushing forward in helping this movement grow in their own way.
One of the other attendees, Jason, spoke about his story and how he got to where he is now not only with veganism, but in his life. It was inspiring hearing him talk and to have the confidence in sharing such an intimate story.
Before he got up and spoke I took a brief moment and shared a tiny bit about myself. I had so much more to say, but my anxiety got the best of me.
All that said, by the end of the night I was aware of the ease that I felt. This community, and the running group I belong too, have really helped me come out of my shell. I can talk to people while actually looking them in the eye. While a remedial task to many, those of us who are overly self-conscious it can be a big deal. For years my wife has mentioned how I need to do it more often it’s easier said than done.
The point of this post is that community, no matter how big or how often you see them, can be extremely reassuring and encouraging. It’s extremely important to come out of your shell every now and again, and I’m learning that the world isn’t the nasty place we all think it is. There are some great people out there.
I’m curious if sharing posts like this are worthy content or not? Is this something anyone is even interested in reading?